Wow, sorry it's been a while folks, Cheese has been busy! Let's see....I don't have anything extraordinary to report......
All I know is school. I cannot wait for this semester to be over. I am not a mean person by nature, and I really don't want anyone to fail, but I won't be sorry to say goodbye to some of the morons in my class. The shitty part? All the nice people/people I actually like are the ones that are having to drop. Oh, and you have to love that the cheaters are staying too. It makes me ill to think that there are people who worked their asses off and still didn't pass while there are people who skated by because they cheated. It's nauseating. Think about it. These are the dishonest fucks who could be taking care of your mother one day. They're not even worthy of wiping someone's ass. I can hardly stand it.
I have had an anxiety problem for as long as I can remember, but it has started to escalate. I had two anxiety attacks in one of my classes Friday. It was not cool. My heart was racing, my chest got tight, my hands were shaking, and I had this overwhelming sense of impending doom. It's a horrible feeling. The semester break cannot come quickly enough.
I can't believe how fast my baby is growing! 6 months already! I keep feeling like sometime next week I'll be sending him off to college. It breaks my heart and makes me not want to have any more babies. I don't know if I can handle the sadness of seeing them grow up like this.
2 weeks and 1 day before I get a break from this hell. I can't wait to see who will be in 3rd level with us. Maybe it won't be so bad if we lose some of these asshats.
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thank you for saying asshats. made my evening complete.
drool monster is fabulous though. Monday night, he cracked me up much, and to think....he never use to beat you in the face with raddles, head butt you because he knows that your nose is in perfect position to get that burning sensation from when his tiny head flys backwards and meets to center of your face, chew on everything in sight (including your face apparently) and gurgle.
he is perfect.
oh, and wishing that said asshats fail...not so bad, as long as you only do it in your brain. or at least that is the logic i am going with in my brain these days.
good luck cheese.
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